Today was another round of *diagnostics.* They drew a bit more blood in order to scruitinize a variety of hormone levels. Then, I had an ultrasound.
It was a bit crushing to have my very first ultrasound be for an undeniably, uninhabited uterus.
I always pictured being one of those lucky ladies that squints at the monitor, perfectly perplexed by the image, and hears her doctor say, "that's the foot and there is the head. do you see the heart beating?"
I always thought I would see a brand new life, not emptiness.
On the bright side, I was told that my uterus is a perfect size and shape. Is it strange to be proud of such a thing?
Oh, and the ovaries looked *normal* too.
About Me
- jones
- This was just a place to post all the beautiful things that I stumbled across. Until one afternoon, when the light was streaming into my office, I couldn't hold back the tears. Now, this has become a place to post my thoughts about trying to start a family, along with the beautiful things. I figure if I put it all here, there will be no more crying at work.
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