I was so nervous sitting on the table right before our second ultrasound.
my heart was racing, my stomach in knots (but, also oddly feeling like it was floating), adrenaline coursing.
then the words I have been longing to hear
we have a perfect little, tiny baby.
with a perfect little, tiny heartbeat ticking away at 134 beats/minute.
and no clot.
there were numerous congratulations and handing off of paperwork as I now am a "normal" patient.
normal patients graduate to normal obgyns.